Fuck
Fuck diets. Fuck counting calories. Fuck starving yourself. Fuck throwing up. Fuck perfection. Fuck magazine models. Fuck perfect hair. Fuck shitloads of makeup. Fuck boobjobs. Fuck trying to be thin. Fuck trying to cover up your flaws. Fuck $50 shirts. Fuck trying to be something you are not. Fuck trying to look like someone else you are not. Fuck not eating whenever the fuck you want to. Fuck not eating whatever the fuck you want to. Fuck thousands and thousands of hair products. Fuck a closet full of shoes. Fuck squeezing in tighter pants. Fuck hair straighteners. Fuck hair curlers. Fuck teeth whiteners. Fuck diet pills. Fuck beauty. Be yourself. Feel comfortable with yourself. If you see yourself as beautiful, I promise you someone else out there will see you as beautiful too.
This is random, but I’m fucking done with trying to look “perfect.”
14108.) I keep the real me locked away, hidden behind a smile. I wish I was brave enough to let myself out.
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Monday; January 4th, 2010
Mood/Feeling: Confused
Song playing: Jonas Brothers - Fly With Me (I don’t know why)
Currently: Watching Jonas and texting/IMing
Wearing: A7X vneck, black cardigan, blue skinnies, gray socks, gray and black beanie.
Random: I’m texting everyone under the sun right now, including my first boyfriend whom I’m now friends with. And the other a million people, are yelling at me for associating with him. I suppose they have a right, he cheated on me hardcorestatus, but, and I know people in real life that have tumblrs are gonna see this, but I missed him a lot, and I don’t care what people say. I was gonna take a picture with my mommy today since it’s her birthday, but she isn’t home. Maybe I’ll replace this one later?Day 4.
115 14055.) You are not at all what I’m looking for and the total opposite of what I like but I won’t be surprised if I fall in love with you.
14015.) I’m more then often told that I’m pretty. And each time I feel like I’m being lied straight to my face.
14064.) i will never be able to do anything right.
(via blogsecret)
14064.) i will never be able to do anything right.
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14068.) I think I’m being used. And I feel so ashamed of myself for it.
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